I can't BELIEVE IT!! Not dating related
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I can't BELIEVE IT!! Not dating related
| Mon, 11-17-2008 - 2:35pm |
but still, I can't believe that since i've been working out of my home, my body is starting to mush! I'm getting flabby everywhere and I now have a small pouch on my stomach where my six pack once was! I have only 4 weeks left to look the greatest EVER and I have my first flab!!! ARGH! I need to start working out, but the worst is, I don't feel like it! I'm depressed and want to be left alone, don't want to do anything. Super GREAT! On the other hand, I want to look like a knock out for the holidays when I see all the people I've been wanting to see! I feel like an old maid right now. I'm frustrated. I know I had to work out now to look great, but I've never had to do it! I guess the age is finally catching up. Groan.......I know it sounds so petty! Especially because some people always have to work out to keep the weight off. I guess, I'm just frustrated, depressed and hating the idea of stepping out of my house. Hence the no dating right now.

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ummmm..... I wear footie pajamas ALL day. You know the onesies that the toddlers wear? Well, I found them in adult sizes and I have one for everyday of the week. I drive my kids into them too now and forget about brushing teeth and doing my hair! I can't be "bothered". I'm too freaking busy and I have no motivation to make myself look pretty. For who and what? My dog and 4 cats??? No thanks! I keep telling myself that I'm saving money on deodorant, toothpaste, hair products and make-up!!!! LOL SOOO SAD! This is the same woman that a year ago used to wear expensive Chanel suits and Italian shoes to work! I have it now all stuffed in a closet packed away since my move into our new home. I haven't even taken the initiative to hang anything or take them out of the box. My thought is: Why bother?? Not freaking going to wear them anyway.
So yes, I guess that is my reason for being depressed. I have absolutely no social life anymore and since I moved, my other friends are across the other side of town with their own lives. Yes, I'm throwing another freaking pitty party. LOL
Thanks Marylee for listening to me whine! I'm so glad someone is here to understand. I used to be so jealous of work at home Mom's. I guess the saying is true: Be careful what you wish for!
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