I don't even have a headline for this...

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I don't even have a headline for this...
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Wed, 05-09-2007 - 2:26pm

From Mr. Jesus Sandals telling him I won't be coming this weekend and I need to stay away for awhile or maybe for good: #$%& !!

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I know I went about it the wrong way Catherine...again I am sorry. I did not intend to throw anything in your face. It was an emotional response to you telling me that I disrespect you. I guess I just wanted to remind you that I am constantly trying to make you happy and feel cared for. I love doing those things for you and the girls just to see the smile on your face and I do not expect anything in return except that smile. And I do NOT think you take advantage of me.

And though I so much wish you were coming down this weekend, I am not going to try to change your mind or push you. I'm just sad that you won't be here because when I am with you I am at my happiest. And when you think about it...the root of almost every issue we've ever had is based on me wanting to be with you Catherine. I've made many mistakes. I'm just sorry that my head didn't overrule the poor decisions that my heart made. I can't change them now...only regret them.

And in the end, I am not going anywhere. I am not going to pursue any relationships because that would mean that I will be settling for something less than what I really want...and that is you. You can search as long and as hard as you want but you won't find anyone who adores you more than I do. So I will wait...and hope that someday you will come to understand what I already know...and that is even after all we've been through together over the past two years...we are right for each other...

j

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Wed, 05-09-2007 - 2:43pm

Hope springs eternal. That is why you cannot have any more communication with him. I would delete it and not say anything else.

I guess that is the whole frustrating thing about love and dating - to find someone you like who feels the same way. I guess he is just like the rest of us - but unfortunately he is so far off for you being able to feel the same.

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Wed, 05-09-2007 - 3:07pm
No, definitely not responding. I've said all I could say and anymore responses will just give him hope.
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Thu, 05-10-2007 - 8:07am

I agree that any more contact will make him think he has a chance to change your mind eventually.

I also think that while this situation is definitely less than ideal, Judy hit the nail on the head when she said hope springs eternal.

The key to love is always finding someone as into us as we are them. I hope he finds that with someone else- there's bound to be someone who doesn't mind his wacky wardrobe and stange body fuzz and is INTO him.

Moody, hopeful for J and for YOU


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