I don't know what is wrong with me

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Registered: 02-20-2007
I don't know what is wrong with me
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Fri, 11-09-2007 - 11:25am

I have been on the verge of tears all day. I'm trying so hard to focus on the positives in my life. Things are actually going pretty well. I start the new job soon. Money will be much better. Kids are doing well and enjoying their activities. I've been getting out some and socializing. I just feel so lonely. I don't want to do everything alone. I want to have someone to share my life with.

I haven't even been on a date in months. I want to connect with someone. Be intimate. I'm ready to call up the guy that has been after me for months just to have someone be with me. I know all he wants from me is sex. I don't really care right now. I'd rather be used and at least feel so empty and lonely and unwanted.

Priscilla

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Registered: 05-13-2005
Fri, 11-09-2007 - 11:42am

?PMS? Chocolate works! Am sending you a virtual chocolate chocolate chip brownie!!

Sorry you are having such a bad day, Priscilla. I have had those days too - and I always try to remind myself that I am here for me!

I think you are going on a good path with your new job and good things are yet to come for you!!

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Registered: 10-07-2005
Fri, 11-09-2007 - 1:50pm

((((HUGS))))


I know how you're feeling- I'm there too :(


All these great things and I can't help but have a pity party- time of year, maybe?


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Registered: 03-25-2002
Fri, 11-09-2007 - 7:40pm

I agree that it sounds like PMS... i'd have those kinds of feelings and then a few days later start my period and have an aha moment..."oh, that's what that was..." And i'd be fine again.

Hang in there....

Much Love,
Loonybunny

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Registered: 11-10-2007
Sat, 11-10-2007 - 11:43am

Starting over isn't easy.

NebrCountryGirl
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Registered: 08-10-2007
Sat, 11-10-2007 - 1:34pm

Priscilla,


I could've written that post!