I don't know what is wrong with me
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I don't know what is wrong with me
| Fri, 11-09-2007 - 11:25am |
I have been on the verge of tears all day. I'm trying so hard to focus on the positives in my life. Things are actually going pretty well. I start the new job soon. Money will be much better. Kids are doing well and enjoying their activities. I've been getting out some and socializing. I just feel so lonely. I don't want to do everything alone. I want to have someone to share my life with.
I haven't even been on a date in months. I want to connect with someone. Be intimate. I'm ready to call up the guy that has been after me for months just to have someone be with me. I know all he wants from me is sex. I don't really care right now. I'd rather be used and at least feel so empty and lonely and unwanted.
Priscilla

?PMS? Chocolate works! Am sending you a virtual chocolate chocolate chip brownie!!
Sorry you are having such a bad day, Priscilla. I have had those days too - and I always try to remind myself that I am here for me!
I think you are going on a good path with your new job and good things are yet to come for you!!
((((HUGS))))
I know how you're feeling- I'm there too :(
All these great things and I can't help but have a pity party- time of year, maybe?
I agree that it sounds like PMS... i'd have those kinds of feelings and then a few days later start my period and have an aha moment..."oh, that's what that was..." And i'd be fine again.
Hang in there....
Much Love,
Loonybunny
Starting over isn't easy.
Priscilla,
I could've written that post!