I got my answer!

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I got my answer!
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Wed, 04-23-2008 - 9:17pm

Well, I didn't call MCDAD at all yesterday. We chatted today, actually about 20 minutes ago. I came out and asked him about us.....He was quiet and I finally said that if you don't want to hang out anymore tell me. I will be sad but not mad. He paused and I said just say it. He says he's not used to having someone call him or visit him(rode trip on my way to LA) like a real relationship. So he thinks it's best if we take a break for a while. I said ok, hope you feel better(he had an absessed tooth) and bye.


Nothing left to do but cry for a bit...cus...I need to...not sob, just shed some tears........listen to our "song" Magic by Colbie Calliat over and over again......(he said it reminded him of me)


me...who's siggie saying is no a reality...........



~~Tiny


You said you couldn't stand to see my heart broken...so when you broke it, did you close your eyes?




Edited 4/23/2008 9:25 pm ET by notjust_mom

~Karen
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Thu, 04-24-2008 - 2:02pm

How long will it take to feel better?


It will take as long as you need it to take. Just don't let it take any longer than you need.


If I may recommend a book " How to survive the loss of a love".

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Thu, 04-24-2008 - 2:37pm

I agree with you on this one Tiny.

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Thu, 04-24-2008 - 4:10pm

I'm taking my son to the park in a bit..we're walking there! I found my winsor pilates dvds so tonight I'm going to try them out again....Hoping NOT to be like the woman in the At The Gym story...lol..


My friend emailed me earlier and asked how things were with MCDAD....not in the mood for an I TOLD YOU SO lecture so..I said fine...

~~Tiny


You said you couldn't stand to see my heart broken...so when you broke it, did you close your eyes?

~Karen
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Thu, 04-24-2008 - 5:59pm

Oh wow Windson Pilates!!!

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Registered: 05-13-2005
Thu, 04-24-2008 - 6:23pm

Aww - sorry to hear you were so sad - but glad to hear you are getting out and doing stuff for you. And I don't blame you for not telling her - your business is not her business.

Every day will get easier and you will get stronger and pickier!

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Registered: 11-03-2003
Thu, 04-24-2008 - 7:22pm

Activity partner...interesting choice of words Soonee!!!


Well, I didn't mean that kind of activity!

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Registered: 03-25-2002
Thu, 04-24-2008 - 7:36pm

Age... smage.... at first I was hesitant to date younger men.. but now I love it!!!


TG is ten years younger than me.... hehehehehehe... he loves it too. actually he teases me that i'll dump him for someone even younger... and i said, what? no way.... but he said, "you could totally pull it off..." He thinks i look ten years younger anyway... and since he's a tall guy, i think we don't "look" that different in age...


I like to think that

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Registered: 10-07-2005
Fri, 04-25-2008 - 11:32pm

"My friend emailed me earlier and asked how things were with MCDAD....not in the mood for an I TOLD YOU SO lecture so..I said fine..."


Ugh- don't you hate when they ask ALL the time how things are?


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Tue, 04-29-2008 - 12:14pm
Just checking in to see how you're doing.
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Tue, 04-29-2008 - 12:23pm
AWW. so sweet...thanks..1st of all I decided to go out with the 27 yo. While I did enjoy myself AND his friends(we went to a housewarming party) I realized 27 IS in fact WAY to young for ME and my lifestyle. I'm ok..my ex is on vacation this week so he wanted the kids, I'm ok with that. I've been job hunting and even went to the welfare office and qualified for food stamps til I get back on my feet. The ex is worried about me. He feels bad because of my situation and wants to help me. So, we talked, I creid and the hugged me. It was nice in a warped way!

~~Tiny


I want

~Karen
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