I have a CRUSH

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Registered: 08-08-2007
I have a CRUSH
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Fri, 06-13-2008 - 12:58am

....I can't believe it. It's not BE. I feel guilty for even feeling this! He's adorable, he's sweet, and he's in

~Pacific~
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Fri, 06-13-2008 - 12:02pm
AMEN!!
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Registered: 08-08-2007
Fri, 06-13-2008 - 12:13pm

Thanks, Steph..


I just found out he's only three years older than me. He's 42. So young! LOL!!

~Pacific~
~Pacific~
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Registered: 10-07-2005
Fri, 06-13-2008 - 12:44pm

Oooooo= Pac has a CRUSH!!!!


:P


Maybe you're noticing this guy because it's time to notice someone else?


Photobucket
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Registered: 08-08-2007
Fri, 06-13-2008 - 12:49pm

Maybe...


All I know is that I wanna look hot on the DG course today. LOL!! I'm so bad.

~Pacific~
~Pacific~
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Registered: 10-07-2005
Fri, 06-13-2008 - 12:55pm

Haha!


Photobucket
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Registered: 08-08-2007
Fri, 06-13-2008 - 1:02pm

I'll just wear my black shorts and my OP t-shirt that shows off my tan hehe. Maybe I'll wear my cuter ball cap rather than my old one that makes me look like a boy, lol.


But here's the awkward yet interesting element anyway. He knows everyone I DG with including BE and and his friends. He knows I'n dating BE. And I think BE is going to show up to play also. So, most likely new crush will not want to step on anyone's toes or get out of line.


But next weekend BE is going on a guys camping retreat so I'll be on the DG course solo...... see where my mind is? Someone stop me LOL!


~Pacific~
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Registered: 10-07-2005
Fri, 06-13-2008 - 1:08pm

Ok- so you ARE dating BE, or you WERE dating BE?


Have you talked to him about where things are at with you?


Photobucket
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Registered: 08-08-2007
Fri, 06-13-2008 - 1:28pm
We hung out (dd was with us so we could not do anything more even if we wanted to) and I felt close to him. I have not broken things off with him. How we left things last weekend was with a kiss and I felt a certain sureness that I have equal ground now.. I felt the balance equal out. So the balls are pretty much in my court (LOL pun intended) to do what I want now. It feels good to be coming from a place of having choices and knowing it. I can move forward now in any direction out of want rather than need..KWIM?
~Pacific~
~Pacific~
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Registered: 10-07-2005
Fri, 06-13-2008 - 1:50pm

"I can move forward now in any direction out of want rather than need..KWIM?"


Yes, you feel EMPOWERED :)


At this point, you know that BE is listening and making positive changes in himself and for himself.


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Fri, 06-13-2008 - 2:02pm

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LOL Have fun :o)
Isn't it good to know there are options!!

 



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