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| Sat, 04-30-2005 - 4:15pm |
I appreciate everyone's comments whole heartedly! You all are such a great bunch of people, and just knowing that there are others out there willing to listen and offer any help and support means a lot to me! Once again, thank you!
So, I've decided that this so called nice guy, "just was not that into me." lol....I'm not big on reading self-help books, but I went out and bought "He's just not that into you" after watching an episode of Oprah...lol...and it seems to be a little enlightening for the most part.
Anyways, not to jump the gun, but I do have a blind date tonight. My sister works with this guy, and says he's very nice, etc...He called me a couple of times, and I didn't answer at first, but then I just bit the bullet and called him back. He seems okay, but I'm not going to get ahead of myself this time. Actually, I really don't want to go out with him tonight, b/c I just don't think I like this whole dating thing. But, you never know, and I guess it's not going to hurt to just have dinner with someone new.
I'm not looking for someone to marry me or fall head over heels in love with me right now. I'm just going to take it slow, like everyone has said to do. If it doesn't work out, then hey, no loved lost, right? Maybe tonight will be fun, maybe it won't, but I guess this is just a learning process that I must go through....
I'm not going to be so nervous this time around either. I think that was one of my problems with the last guy. I was so hung up on the fact that he was going to think I was some immature 24 year old "girl," that I never even fathomed the fact that he could be a 36 year old jerk...lol! I'm just going to be myself from here on out, and if the guy doesn't like it, then that's okay....there's someone out there that will!
Wish me luck...lol
Kait
