I should have stayed home...

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I should have stayed home...
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Sun, 07-20-2008 - 10:52pm

I got home around 4:30 am this morning and in my bed around 5:30. I was hammered, which is an awful thing, because I drove home. SO HUGE mistake. I can't even imagine why they let me drive. I'm just surprised that I did that. Lesson learned though and I'm going to stop drinking for awhile and get back to being smoke free again. I started up 3 weeks ago with my health, job, move, school and money situation. Just a mess.


Anyway, I woke up at ten this morning and my head was raging. It seems I was also busy writing emails last night before I went to bed. Don't ask, we won't talk about it, but I'm purely embarrassed. Darn. I'm not going to be able to face him again. LOL.


Oh well. I knew I didn't want to be alone last night and I knew if I do go out, it might be trouble. So at least I tagged the trouble part and spent money I shouldn't have.


I headed back to bed at eleven and woke up at 2 in the afternoon. Went back to bed at 2:30 and woke up at 8:30 this evening. Watched a movie until a little after ten and now I'm going to head to bed again. I haven't slept this much in ages and I can truly say, I'm embarrassed about last night, so today it feels like a keep your head in the covers day and throw a pity party. LOL.


No hardware, housework or anything. I just had no energy and an AWFUL hang over with a headache

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Registered: 07-15-2008
Sun, 07-20-2008 - 11:14pm
Oh sweetie - I've been there...Don't be so hard on yourself...the hang over is hard enough!

JH

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Sun, 07-20-2008 - 11:25pm

Thanks! I didn't do anything bad last night, but get crazy drunk and a small crying jag lapse. LOL. I guess

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Sun, 07-20-2008 - 11:37pm
If you figure out how to make friends a normal way...clue me in :-)

JH

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Mon, 07-21-2008 - 1:21am

Oh, i've been there, too... where i felt like "last night just wasnt' worth it"... where i thought drinking more would help me feel better, but it made me feel worse. And i can relate to the drunk crying lapses.... in the morning i can't remember what was soo sad the night before... for me, it's usually the alcohol, plus all the stress, plus overly tired... equals crying myself to sleep.


But a new day IS a new day. It's good that you were able to spend the day recouperating and rejuvanating (i'm too tired to look up the correct spelling, sorry)....


keep moving forward. Love,


Loonybunny

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Mon, 07-21-2008 - 1:57am
(((hugs!))) Lesson(s) learned I suppose. & sometimes we all NEED a day w/ our head under the covers!

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Mon, 07-21-2008 - 8:52am
Oh dear - you poor thing - do you feel better today? I can't help but think that maybe you just needed to let loose and get a little crazy after always working so hard - and right now you don't have the girls so you can. Although I would dare to say after that hangover you wouldn't want to do it again so soon!! LOL!! Back to Home Depot for you!!
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Mon, 07-21-2008 - 9:34am

Oh, Sweetie, don’t be so hard on yourself.

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Mon, 07-21-2008 - 11:30am
Awwww chickie quit beating yourself up, there is no need for that!!!
 
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Wed, 07-23-2008 - 9:44am
Oh boy am I with you! I was as sick as a dog when I got home early Sunday morning after a night out. Luckily I caught a taxi, I did not even take me car. I too ent emails & texts to friends ...... not too incriminating though since they could not understand a word of them! LOL

 



Tracy

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Wed, 07-23-2008 - 1:06pm

Oh, I hear you. The dog and the kids are cuddly, but just not doing it for me. When my ex first left I would drown myself in vodka, just to make the time pass. I also gained a HUGE amount of weight, cause I would eat to not feel so lonely.

Do you think men ever feel this way?

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