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| Mon, 05-12-2008 - 11:51pm |
I'm not going to lie... it hurts...
At 8:00 pm i called him to make sure plans had not changed.. he said we are all set to meet tonight.
But what happened???? I called at 11 pm when i was about to leave work.. his friend answered the phone and said he had passed out.. that he had a hard day at work and drank too many margaritas...
I said, are you sure he doesn't want me to wake him up... last time we had a miscommunication and i don't want another one... His friend said, "trust me he's out..." I said, "can i at least just get my camera? i really want it back..." His friend said let me look for it and i'll call you back. I said, okay call back because i don't want to wait all night.
His friend called back and said i can't find it.. i'll tell TG to call you tomorrow to give you back your camera... I said okay.
So i'm back at work.. no need to leave now.. i might as well just stay here and keep working...
It hurts. I'm mad.. BUT i'm not driving over to his house... yay for me... I could REALLY use a friend right now....!!!!!
So now, i think he's an alcoholic... i'm upset because he knew we were suppose to talk tonight but instead i think he purposely got drunk so he would have an excuse not to talk to me... OR he really did work hard (well, i know he did... and i know he got little sleep last night....) BUT at 8 pm, it was like yes yes let's talk tonight...
I guess he doesn't care...
I'll be alright!!!! I know this.. but it hurts tonight. My new plan is to assume we are broken up... not call him or text him.. and just sit back and wait for my camera.... he knows i want it back so i don't see the point in hounding him over it..
But sure he might call me tomorrow... I still may feel the need to talk to him ... ya know... to have that closure... but who am i kidding.. when is a breakup ever "no hard feelings...."
okay change of plans i did send a text.... i wanted to tell him a piece of my mind... i said "i don't hate you.. unless that's what you want.. i'm hurt... at this point i'm assuming we are broken up... no strings.. but i do need my camera back."
How was that????
Loonybunny

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Oh Loony, you're not stupid!
First, delete his number from your phone.
I know it's hard but forget TG, call Sean if that'll help--If TG hasn't even tried to contact you since his 'passing-out' incident and with all the other crap he pulled he obviously has issues beyond you that you can't help...this is just too much drama!
April
deleting numbers dont help me either... but getting a desinated phone carrier might help... if my friend shows.. i'll tell her to keep my phone from me so i can't text him....
my thoughts about the camera are that he hasn't contacted me about it because he doesn't want to let me go.. (i know kinda egotistical but it helps the pain
Why would deleting his numbers not help?
As for you camera- my suggestion is to ask a friend to call him and set up a time to get it for you. Would they do that?
.. the aching pain in my chest is gone...
this is GOOD! See? You will heal!! I feel it already, this is the first step. You can do this!
Yay for you, about going out tonight. I applaud your sense of fun and not retreating into a lonely place where you would be more vulnerable.
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