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| Sat, 10-25-2008 - 6:24pm |
...and I feel like a really bad girlfriend.
So I went over to Duck fan's house last night for our date. We had some really amazing nakie time. Then as we were laying in bed cuddling he says, "I want to talk about last weekend. I can understand you were dissapointed last Saturday but I've cancelled before and you were never that upset. What's going on?" I told him it was Friday that upset me because he didn't even call to let me know I could not wait up. He said, "Except I texted and told you I wasn't getting out of there as quick as I thought." So I tell him I got no such text. He gives me his phone and in the outbox is a text to me "Baby I'm not gonna make it. I'll call you tomorrow. Sweet dreams." marked that night at 9:42 P.M. I didn't get the text but he didn't know that and I was so mean to him and angry. He reminded me that we need to communicate and said it hurt when I said I didn't feel like he wanted me anymore because he can't imagine not wanting me. By this time he had turned away from me and that didn't feel good at all. I told him the reason I didn't talk to him is that we are still new and I didn't want him to think my problem was with his time with the guys because it wasn't and I really enjoyed my time with Zara on Saturday even though I wanted to be with him. My ex always attacked me when I had a problem with something he was doing so I bottled it up. Duck Fan does the same thing (or so he says). After we talked he pulled me close to him and said, "You should know by now how much I care about you." So we kissed and made up a lot. Kinda like high school but way hotter. Neither of us wanted to go to work this morning. Staying in bed with him would have been awesome because I never felt more connected to him than I did this morning. I just wish I was back there with him right now.




I'm glad it worked out ok in the end :o)
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Awwww! That text was SO sweet! Im sorry about the misunderstanding. You know whats interesting .... what if he DIDNT save that text? How many of us would beleive he really DID text you?
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