Just Another Manic Monday....
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| Mon, 04-17-2006 - 4:46pm |
Wish it Were Sunday, 'Cause That's My Fun Day.....
So, this is just a random vent, and I may go off on happy, sad, mad, whatever tangents. Everyone, feel free to chime in with your vents, rants, advice, whatever!
How was your weekend?
Mine was all right, except that P contacted me on Saturday, left a message on my cell. I tried to call him back later, but didn't leave a message on his, since I was really only calling him back as a courtesy and had nothing to say. We did IM for a very short while later that night, but again, I had nothing really to say, and he could tell, I think.
I did some lawn work Saturday, all day, and got a very nice beginning to a tan, YAY... it hasn't been warm here, so I was happy to have a baby tan line where my watch was.
My sax was delivered today YAYAYAYAYAYYAY!!!!!!
R emailed me yesterday morning- WTH?! The subject reads: "Hi sexy!" The body is literally: "Happy Easter" Men! Ugh! This is the first time (if you don't count last time, when he told me he didn't want to date anyone) he's ever contacted me without me having to contact him. It might be a friendly gesture- anyone of you call your friends sexy? It might be jealousy, since I showed up with a guy literally the day after he told me he didn't want to date anyone. It might be to mess with my head. I'm not sure I even care, except I'm a freaking woman, and I have to wonder about things I have no business wondering about.
I replied. "Hey R- Happy Easter to you, too!" The end. No more. I will be friendly. That will be all. I swear it. Maybe. Grrrrrrr.
I'm prepared to be nothing more than his friend, then he pulls crap like this, and I go nuts. The thing is, I don't even want to date a guy who's so wishy-washy, and doesn't prusue me actively. Then a guy (P) does pursue me actively, and I don't want him, either. I hate myself, sometimes.
My sax arrived today, did I mention that?
Anyone else have random rants on a sunny Monday?

yaay for your sax...and no rants from me here...sorry nothing but good from my end =)
Men can be so confusing sometimes...and no, I don't call my friends sexy...wow how weird!
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It is great that your sax arrived. And that you got a tan and so much yardwork done.
Just wait and see what happens - you have the interest of 2 - that is sort of fun. Better than no calls or messages. And it is not like you are sleeping with either one now - so no worries!!
Keep us posted - it is always fun to read what you write. And your song titles are so creative. We are lucky to have you here.
Hey Darlin,
yeah know this reminds me of the days when I just wasn't really into anyone and kind of enjoyed the overall attention but didn't see the need to pick up the phone and call. It was kind of nice to see two men interested, but neither really appeal to you. Your just sitting back with your sax and chilling; very cool. No sweat, they obviously aren't running away anytime soon, so just enjoy the moment and don't think anything about it. You don't owe anyone any explanation and you are still open and single to continue the dating scene on the side. You are in a good place right now. You don't feel the need to have just anyone; especially someone that isn't THAT INTO you or you THAT INTO him. It'll come to you darlin; I promise, but in the meantime you are in a good place.