Just a LITTLE jealous. LOL
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Just a LITTLE jealous. LOL
| Fri, 05-18-2007 - 10:55am |
Ok, so M is gone with his 15 guy buddies to the beach. The first two days was fine, but now we are hitting on the third and I'm a LITTLE jealous. LOL. I guess they are doing what all guys do... party until they fall over. He totally deserves this and it gives him the much needed break of being a full time single Dad.
HOWEVER, I found that when he called me today that I was just a little jealous that he hasn't really taken the time to just call me. He was saying the day before yesterday and again yesterday morning that he is going to call me, just to hear my voice. He didn't. Instead I got a text messages each night at 10pm, saying he wished I was with him, he misses me and he's having a blast. LOL. No phone calls at night, only in the mornings. This morning we briefly talked and he said he'll call me later. I said, NO, I am going to be out of pocket over the weekend doing my school stuff and Alex has a lot of going on this weekend with friends. I also told him that I had plans this evening and tomorrow night, so I'll just talk to him when he gets back into town Sunday sometime.
First off, I am busy, but not THAT busy. I do have to do the things I said I did, but I don't have plans tonight or tomorrow persay; Except that I will be sitting at home watching a movie with the girls. I have plans, so I wasn't lying, but I didn't say what they were. Tomorrow nights wedding is off now, because of Jesus Sandals, but I didn't let him know that. I am sure he still thinks I am going. I just decided I didn't want to hear or not hear from him. Worried that the little jealousy monster might make me say something negative, when he really doesn't deserve it.
I kept this morning conversation very short, to under 5 minutes, because I had a meeting to attend and I just didn't want to say anything wrong and keep it as light as possible. I could hear it in his voice that he sounded a bit hurt that I don't want to hear from him until Sunday, but it is what it is and I think it's really best under the little monster growing inside of me.
Ok, so it that REALLY stupid? I thought it wouldn't phase me a bit that he was off at the beach with 15 guys partying it up with thousands of other people (it's biker week at Myrtle Beach, where the WOMEN are CRAZY; like Spring Break College week) but I noticed as time went by, it was hard for me to let it roll off my back. I found myself wondering exactly WHAT he is doing, but I specifically even told him before he left that I don't want to know.
GEESH!
HOWEVER, I found that when he called me today that I was just a little jealous that he hasn't really taken the time to just call me. He was saying the day before yesterday and again yesterday morning that he is going to call me, just to hear my voice. He didn't. Instead I got a text messages each night at 10pm, saying he wished I was with him, he misses me and he's having a blast. LOL. No phone calls at night, only in the mornings. This morning we briefly talked and he said he'll call me later. I said, NO, I am going to be out of pocket over the weekend doing my school stuff and Alex has a lot of going on this weekend with friends. I also told him that I had plans this evening and tomorrow night, so I'll just talk to him when he gets back into town Sunday sometime.
First off, I am busy, but not THAT busy. I do have to do the things I said I did, but I don't have plans tonight or tomorrow persay; Except that I will be sitting at home watching a movie with the girls. I have plans, so I wasn't lying, but I didn't say what they were. Tomorrow nights wedding is off now, because of Jesus Sandals, but I didn't let him know that. I am sure he still thinks I am going. I just decided I didn't want to hear or not hear from him. Worried that the little jealousy monster might make me say something negative, when he really doesn't deserve it.
I kept this morning conversation very short, to under 5 minutes, because I had a meeting to attend and I just didn't want to say anything wrong and keep it as light as possible. I could hear it in his voice that he sounded a bit hurt that I don't want to hear from him until Sunday, but it is what it is and I think it's really best under the little monster growing inside of me.
Ok, so it that REALLY stupid? I thought it wouldn't phase me a bit that he was off at the beach with 15 guys partying it up with thousands of other people (it's biker week at Myrtle Beach, where the WOMEN are CRAZY; like Spring Break College week) but I noticed as time went by, it was hard for me to let it roll off my back. I found myself wondering exactly WHAT he is doing, but I specifically even told him before he left that I don't want to know.
GEESH!

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Hi Precious - I am a little late jumping on the bandwagon but I had the same situation just a week ago. Kazoo who I have been casaully dating since late March was in Pargue and Russia for 10 days with 2 people I used to work with. We have been keeping our relationship under wraps until I moved this past week - although Kazoo has been just itching to tell his friends (I separated from my stbx in January but still lived under the same roof occasionally until this past week. I felt it was best to keep some distance from dating until the move).
When Kazoo left I honestly did not expect to hear from him considering the distance, time zones, circumstances etc. But low and behold I recieved a call from him one day when I was at work. A very nice surprise. Then I became obsessed after that! I think I have become addicted to our regular text message flirting (tons of fun for anyone willing to give it a whirl). Plus, despite the fact that he had a full schedule, I apparently was still hoping to be top of mind for him for the remainder of his trip as it seems he had creeped to the top of my mind....! Hmmmm.... not at all what I had wanted or expected and yet ...here we are..... He did call me again on Mother's Day which was super sweet. He scored Major points with me by making those two phone calls. But then.....he texted me as soon as he arrived back in town and then I was thinking..."gee is he too anxious...????" The poor guy can't win for losing KWIM...!!!!
Rose ...who totally needs to cool her jets and retire her membership card to the OTA club! LOL!
"he said he'll call me later. I said, NO, I am going to be out of pocket over the weekend doing my school stuff and Alex has a lot of going on this weekend with friends. I also told him that I had plans this evening and tomorrow night, so I'll just talk to him when he gets back into town Sunday sometime. "
GOOD!
I think you managed "the monster" quite well. I think we girls all have a monster that gets upset when they don't call and that likes to wonder why they are doing something else when they could be with us. But boys like to be boys and that is quite fun for him that he has 15 good friends to just be with the boys. Always try to think of the good. Someone who has 15 friends has to be socially acceptable!!
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