The "L" Word...
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| Wed, 06-14-2006 - 1:54pm |
Crush and I, if I should even still be calling him "crush," have been spending a lot of time together. Generally, on most occassions, we end up having long conversations about anything and everything, but he usually turns it into asking me how I feel about him and what not. The other night we were laying on his couch watching t.v. and we ended up on the whole "feelings" topic. He was just smiling and being sweet and he told me that he knew that his feelings were very strong for me, etc.
Well...last night we were sitting around and he starts talking to me. He said that he knows that he wants to be with me, but that he understands that I may be a little reserved with my actions and my heart due to the fact that he did end up hurting me before. However, he reassured me that the "issues" that he was dealing with last year are no more. He said that in a lot of ways that he's glad that we did spend time with each other and see each other last year b/c he did get to know me and he did get to see what kind of person I am. He said that he knows that I have a big heart and he thinks that I'm the sweetest person he's ever met. Then he took my face and kissed me and said that he knows that he loves me. It was so sweet.
Then he said, and Leah is wonderful. She's the sweetest, prettiest, smartest little girl and that she has a wonderful mother who loves her very much - and that he loves her too!
He said that he's been wanting to say these things to me for a while, but he was scared at how I would react, etc. Actually, he made me cry. But it was such a good feeling - and a much anticipated one...lol!
Just thought I'd share!
Kait
PS: On a sad note, my best friend in the whole entire world is moving to NC in a few months and she just told me today. I don't know what I'm gonna do - lol!

That is great news and I like what you write. He sounds like he is on a good page in his life and glad to have you enjoy it with him.
Sorry to hear about your friend - hopefully you can keep in touch okay.