Miffed, venting, lonely, bummed...
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| Tue, 09-02-2008 - 10:45am |
I can't remember what nick name I gave this guy.. but a bit of history. The guy I met from my single parents group that was so recently separated that we agreed to just be great friends but we couldn't keep our hands off eachother when we'd see one another. lol
Anyway...when we agreed to be friends I told him: I'm fine with friends, but I'll admit that when you finally realize that you're ready to date, and its not me.. my feelings will be hurt. So I see on his myspace "disapointed" I was like awe whats wrong? He said Debbie cancelled on me. I said who is Debbie? He says my girlfriend. I was like umm ok? Actually I said "Wow, umm ok? I knew I'd feel like this... feelings officially hurt"
So then with Medic giving me zero comfort over my break in ordeal, and not even checking up on me.. then I have HC coming out of ghost mode and coming at me with very obvious sexual motives I'm feeling very very sad.
The break in just made me realize how unbelievably alone and lonely I am. I feel like a good cry is near. I mean, I don't feel like I need a man to keep me happy its just that I am just seriously alone here. My friends are so stuck inside their own bubbles, and my family have all moved away... I'm just sad today, very sad.

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Yo, Trauma Dawg (see..don't get us started on the ghetto slang here lol!)
I'm glad you are better today. I hoped you would be! Sometimes it just takes a day or two for the fog to clear. Boy have I been there. The "out of the box" character sounds fun. If nothing else, maybe you have a new friend who you can talk to who makes you laugh? Nothing wrong with that!!
Glad you feel on the upswing today :o)
P-Sun
I'm glad today is better for you.
"Yo, Trauma Dawg"
LOL- I forgot all about that thread~!
Woooooo girl, close enough to get in some trouble, LOL.
Awesomeness...I'm in the northern 'burbs - based on your recent posts I think we could cause some major T...R...O...U...B...L...E!
JH
This is the true joy in life, the being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one; the being thoroughly worn out before you are thrown on the scrap heap; the being a force of Nature instead of a feverish selfish little clod of ailments and grievances complaining that the world will not devote itself to making you happy.
JH
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