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| Wed, 10-08-2008 - 3:10pm |
First off? I feel so bad, because HOW COULD I HAVE DOUBTED???!!!! With all the heated chemistry, etc., how could I have doubted that it might suck? IT WAS AWESOME! Not just because I had been without for over 3 months, but because he was awesome. OMGosh.....
OK, so not going to go into that detail too much, but after I left, I just felt so in doubt. Like what if he was just playing it all and tomorrow I won't hear from him? I kind of left awkwardly and not my usual self.
I had baked him a pumpkin pie (his favorite) and brought dinner for tonight so that he wouldn't starve. I hate knowing he doesn't eat home cooked meals. Anyway, as I left, he sent me a text, saying he thought the pie was delicious, thought I was amazing and that he considered himself the luckiest man. I sent him a short: I'm glad, sweet dreams.
This morning, still a little in doubt. WHY???????? I'm never like this, but I really like him. I mean we really connect and we just fit so well it's awesome. I haven't felt this way since my X husband and I met. Although for us, it was love at first sight. It wasn't here, but it's been just this more different connection that feels stronger and more understanding each time we are together. ANYWAY....
soooo because my text was so short last night, I sent him this morning a text message saying: I woke up a little sad this morning not having you next to me. Hope you have a great day.
He wrote back: I would have loved to have been with you this morning, knowing that I would have been late to work. :)
That made me smile.
Around mid morning, he wrote me a quick email that he doesnt have my contact info and if he could have it to update his address book. I sent it to him and this afternoon, I had a beautiful flower delivery with a note that read: Are you sure you aren't an Angel? - CG
OMGosh, I am on top of the world. While other things aren't going splendid with work, I am happy that I have him. He's so good to me and I'm good to him and we both just really appreciate each other.
Not wanting to read into anything (too soon), but I can say that I feel that this is really going the way I've always wanted it too.

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AWESOME!!!!!! Love the flowers part, too.
Yay, Cat!!!!!
I'm glad it was awesome! ;o)
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My guess is the doubt is a combination of your desire not to lose a great guy and a little bit if he is too good to be true. Either way I recommend you just be confident and relax and enjoy him. Glad you had a great weekend. When do you see him next?
Laurie
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