The NERVE!
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| Fri, 03-03-2006 - 12:18am |
Generally, on Thursday nights, my exh has my dd. Therefore, a bunch of us get together, play cards, watch a movie, and then go out around 10pm or so. Well...crush knows that. However, this Thursday, my exh did not want to take dd, so I kept her, stayed home with her, and had some much needed cuddle time with her. A little after 10pm my phone rings. I answer it to some guy saying, "Kait, what are you doing?" The background was very loud and I really didn't know who it was. I asked who it was and they asked me what I was doing again. I figured it was my friend Bobby, so I said, "Bobby?" Wrong..it was crush. He said I thought you went out on Thursday nights. I told him that I had my dd and I wasn't planning on going anywhere. He continued to say that the only reason he went out was b/c he thought that I would be there. Okay..whatever. He was silent for a minute and then asked me if I would like to sing at the PBR in June. I told him that would be good, to just set it up for me. He told me that I would have to sing in front of the committee first, blah blah blah, and that I should call him sometime to find out when. Whatever, that'll probably never pan out in the first place. I know the only reason he called was b/c he was drinking and figured that I would come running to him. Not anymore...like I said, he had his chance, he threw it away, and now it's over and done with. I feel proud of myself in a lot of ways. A big part of me wishes that he would just leave everything alone. I don't think that there's anything left to say, esp. considering what he said to me last week. But...on a good note...I think this is a very big step for me. If last week never would have happened, then I probably would still be hung up on him. But, like I said, it's done. You all were very right. When he fell off of my radar, he fell hard...lol. I wasn't mean to him or anything on the phone, actually I was nice (b/c I'm generally nice to everyone no matter what they've said or done to me), but I was "matter of fact." So, maybe this is a step up for me....hopefully. Maybe I'm just coming to my senses - and it's about time, if I don't say so myself...lol!
Kait

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This date sounds so lovely!!
"he told me that he would be happy with any time that I could see him, if it was only for an hour"
THAT my dear, is the true sign that "he's that into YOU!"
Keep us posted on this one!!
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