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| Wed, 05-07-2008 - 7:44am |
Been MIA....the knee is feeling ok...finally. Anyway, this past Sat MCDAD had me for a sleepover..which was fabulous...we watched movies, laughed, goofed around. We went to bed. As I was laying there I had the weirdest feeling. I was questioning us..you know, why am I here. Do I really even wanto to be here AND with him....So we wake up Sunday..he gets up..I got to sleep in cus frankly what can I do hobbling? He made coffee walks in the bedroom..tells me to wake up lazybones.."I don't want to be up by myself." SO I get up. We talked, did the TV thing. It was nice. THEN, he got up and pored coffee announcing, he's going to the garage to pull parts from one of the bikes and he'll be in the garage if I need him. So, I hobble around, cleaned up the kitchen and other assorted domestic stuff. He comes in says you didn't have to do this..I know

Probably because he's hurt you in the past and it's hard to give yourself and trust in someone that's done that.
I there I am new to this board, I thought I'd throw my scenario out there. I had a fairly short relationship with someone last year and everytime I stayed over I couldn't sleep, had the same waves of panic, had this nervous feeling all over.
I am now in a new relationship and I am SO comfortable when I am at his place! I sleep better there than I do at home. In my situation I think that this relationship is "right"! I had decided that I am finally ready to get into a real relationship and I am very comfortable with this person. I hadn't even considered introducing my kids to the few guys that I dated casually , but because I feel like this relationship could be something, I am deciding when and how to introduce this lovely man to my children.
Maybe something in your subconcious is making you uncomfortable. I agree with the previous poster who said that you have been hurt in the past and maybe that has something to do with it. Maybe you are keeping yourself guarded and your body is responding in a crazy way!
Good luck, hope this helps!
Welcome Crazy mom!
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Maybe something in your subconcious is making you uncomfortable
I agree. I'm a strong believer in subconscious talking to us through intuition and gut feelings.