Sitting on the fence pondering.....
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| Tue, 01-15-2008 - 9:36am |
Ok, so ever since breaking up with Nascar I feel sooooo relaxed and anti-stressed and no longer unhappy! Wow! That is ALOT for someone that I thought made me happy. Isn't it??
So here is my predicament...
I'm actually considering dating again. However. Here is the problem. I feel great NOT dating. I'm actually quite happy with no drama in my life. However, I tend to cause some drama too.
I'm not sure if I should leave it alone, go at it very slowly and not go exclusive with anyone, but just date or what.
Frank my X fiance said that I would drive someone in the grave trying to make me happy. Of course he lied about a lot of things and he never followed through with anything that he said, but it struck a chord.
Maybe I am REALLY picky. And maybe I am someone that is never satisfied. Or maybe I just haven't found the right one for me.
I can't figure out why I had only long term relationships prior to my divorce and now I can't seem to barely keep on even 3 months and 6 months seems

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So I think I should refrain from looking for it online, BUT maybe keep the options open if someone were to approach me otherwise.
EXACTLY!
I tell people my best selling points are my children and my dog.
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