Sore hearted...bummed out
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| Thu, 10-16-2008 - 8:20pm |
Hi there. I'm officially on vacation now after working very hard at my full time job, and find myself having time to feel my sadness about my summer fling not being what I was hoping it could be. I've been talking to a few different nice seeming guys online, but I'm disappointed that my huge crush doesn't communicate with me. I've had someone calling and not leaving messages, and I'm the heartsick dork that hopes it's him because I can't help it. I had the feeling with him when we'd spend time together like when I've been swimming under water for a while, and finally come up for air. He made me feel like I was coming up for air, and he made me feel really really happy. It had the good signs I look for, and apparently I was wrong!! The butterflies, the chemistry, the being really comfortable together. I just want to send a note to his dating profile that either says "thanks for breaking my heart you big stud you", or alternately "you know you won't find anyone as cool as me, so don't even go there!" I am hoping that when I get some rest and down time that I will feel better about losing him, and I'm really hoping that it doesn't just make me think of him more. If it's time he needs to consider it because he has been hurt

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Sending him the note won't help anything and will make you seem like the crazy spiteful ex gf... so no note sending.
Have a great time on your vacation- what are you doing with yourself on your time off?
Hi Alison. Right about the being crazy part. He was really upset the last time I saw him in person, and he goes "You women are ALL CRAZY. You are crazy, but in a good way!" I can only assume that his caveman like behavior has caused some game playing from women less mature than I (ha!). I'm getting pay back for being indifferent to guys that really like me, but I'm just not interested in. He did this when he was here too where when he contacted me he wanted to see me right away, and would be totally persistent (sometimes it was just not possible) and then when we were together he was really intense about me. Then I wouldn't hear from him except a "have a good day, you're awesome" kind of text for like 5 days, and then the same thing with having to see me.
I have alot of studying to do on my vacation, and also need some serious rest since work has been very stressful. I'm going to Chicago for a few days all on my own, and since I'm a very west coast girl, this is kind of a big deal. It will be fun and different! I like to read and can take some mindless stuff for the long flight there and back.
Then you should practice your flirting techniques while in Chicago :)
Smile and say hello to any good looking man you see- gives you a little boost of confidence when they beam right back!
yay to you for opening up. sorry that you got hurt... but i personally choose opening up and getting hurt over being closed and bitter for the rest of my life. Kudos to you for taking risks. you will be rewarded in the future. take care and have a good trip to chicago.
Love,
Loonybunny
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