Sore hearted...bummed out
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| Thu, 10-16-2008 - 8:20pm |
Hi there. I'm officially on vacation now after working very hard at my full time job, and find myself having time to feel my sadness about my summer fling not being what I was hoping it could be. I've been talking to a few different nice seeming guys online, but I'm disappointed that my huge crush doesn't communicate with me. I've had someone calling and not leaving messages, and I'm the heartsick dork that hopes it's him because I can't help it. I had the feeling with him when we'd spend time together like when I've been swimming under water for a while, and finally come up for air. He made me feel like I was coming up for air, and he made me feel really really happy. It had the good signs I look for, and apparently I was wrong!! The butterflies, the chemistry, the being really comfortable together. I just want to send a note to his dating profile that either says "thanks for breaking my heart you big stud you", or alternately "you know you won't find anyone as cool as me, so don't even go there!" I am hoping that when I get some rest and down time that I will feel better about losing him, and I'm really hoping that it doesn't just make me think of him more. If it's time he needs to consider it because he has been hurt

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every fling can serve a purpose if we let it. that's what i choose.... (and i have had many small flings so i guess i have a lot of purpose...lol) for me it isn't whether or not i'm in a relationship or found THE ONE. I remain open. I keep getting out there. I learn and grow... forward moving. it's about the journey. one day at a time.
i'm glad you are able to see the positive. yes you can love again. yes you can!
Loonybunny
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