Talk with Sean

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Registered: 03-25-2002
Talk with Sean
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Thu, 09-27-2007 - 1:51pm

Too many choices, right... I have a date tonight with ChiliPepper and i'm still hoping Blacky will call me this weekend (or by the end of next week) for our burger date....

But last night.. Sean called. Hmmmmm... i needed advice quick... :-(.... At first i told him honestly that i need more than just middle of the night calls... that it was time for me to move on... This was at 12 am (after work). I said, neither one of us is the bad guy, we just knew it wouldn't last forever... So we're cool. And we said goodbye.

After that call, okay yea, i went to the bar hoping to see Summer or someone to talk to... I felt a little bit of a loss... and i also thought "what if ChiliPepper stands me up, then i'll really feel stupid for moving on from Sean. But then again i thought, no, it was time to move on. So, i sang some karaoke before noticing my phone ringing.... It was Sean. He had called 14 times... So i answered on the 15th call... What's up, i said.

He wanted me to come over to talk... (and i knew if i went over we'd have sex, duh).... I told him about my pending date tonight.... i was honest and he said just come over. So, i did. We had quite a talk (and then we had sex, lol)... But seriously, i told him it was working out great at first, that i wasn't interested in a relationship either.. BUT, like i said, it couldn't go on forever... I told him, "i've been invited out on a date and i couldn't in good conscience have sex with someone else and then have sex with him... i have sex with only one person at a time.. but i need more..." He said, sure if you are looking for a relationship, then "i'm not the guy for you." I put myself out there a little because i gave him an opportunity to say, "don't go out with the other guy" But in the end we agreed it was time to move on... I actually felt special finding out that he didn't have a girl for every night of the week. Because if that were the case he wouldn't have wanted to have a "talk", right? I still have a feeling he'll call me next week. A

I kinda feel like i will miss him. He was a great sex buddy.... But then again, i have my date tonight... I'll keep you posted.

Hears to knowing what I WANT and NEED!!!! cheers.

Loonybunny

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Registered: 05-13-2005
In reply to: loonybunny
Thu, 09-27-2007 - 8:16pm
That is nice that you have a date. Come back with details. I am really glad you set things straight with Sean. Keep us posted!