A turn around...hopefully...
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| Thu, 03-02-2006 - 8:30pm |
I'm just in total shock of how I'm acting and behaving these days...and I believe it's a good thing too!
As you know, crush decided to let me know that he just wasn't into me. Okay...time to move on, and I did. I can honestly say that I've never felt better!
I'm so excited about things...even little things. I feel like a brand new person for some reason. Here I was, not even a week ago, feeling like nothing was ever going to work out for me, I was never going to find anyone that truly "caught my eye," and I was just going through the mundane things of every day life over and over again. Well, I've reevaluated everything. I like my life. It may be busy and hectic at times, but who's isn't? I'm working hard, going to school, taking care of dd, and getting everything in order. I feel like for the first time in my life I'm actually taking care of me, by myself, and I like it. I'm not having to rely on others for money when my bills are due, I'm paying everything in full and on time, and I still have money left over (just a little...but hey...it's something)!
As for the whole dating thing...that's going pretty well too. Like I posted earlier last week, I went and watched movies with this new guy. It was fun, took it for what it was, and went home. Well...two days ago he came into my work again. He's always there with his son...it's cute. He calls me later that night and asks me if I want to go to dinner with him and some of his friends the next night. So, I did, it was fun, and I ended up at his house watching tv for about an hour before I decided to leave. As I was leaving, he asks me if he can take me out on a date, just the two of us this weekend. My only night off this weekend is Friday, so he says Friday would be great. He's called me a couple of times today just to say hi.
I'm not going to jump the gun, especially since I don't really know him that well. More importantly, I just want to get to know him, have some fun, if it works out then good, but if not, then hey...at least I put myself out there.
Kait

"As for the whole dating thing...that's going pretty well too. Like I posted earlier last week, I went and watched movies with this new guy. It was fun, took it for what it was, and went home. Well...two days ago he came into my work again. He's always there with his son...it's cute. He calls me later that night and asks me if I want to go to dinner with him and some of his friends the next night. So, I did, it was fun, and I ended up at his house watching tv for about an hour before I decided to leave. As I was leaving, he asks me if he can take me out on a date, just the two of us this weekend. My only night off this weekend is Friday, so he says Friday would be great. He's called me a couple of times today just to say hi."
That is wonderful news, Kate!! I am happy about this for you and like what you write - he sounds sincere - and a dad, too!! You must keep us posted!!