update on bf storage/fiasco

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update on bf storage/fiasco
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Sun, 02-10-2008 - 3:46pm

Hi all. My last post was about feeling stressed and trying to detach from some craziness that is going on and how hard that is on me. I had my mom's death anniversary on Thursday and I managed to make the day work for me and for my DS and things were sad but I had a good cry and bf and I had a long talk about how much I miss her and how it makes me feel to be without her now 9 years...it is in some ways the same pain I felt when it first happened and in other ways I am moving on and that feels sad too. I just simply miss her terribly.
We moved boxes to storage every day last week except Thursday. Friday we rented a truck and I drove it which was kind of funny since I am relatively short and had trouble finding the gas - the brake was higher which was good...lol. We went to the house to pick stuff up in the afternoon and ran into the sister -I will call her "B" which by the way is the first letter of her name. Anyhow, she was very passive aggressive at first, not talking but slamming things and not wanting to look at bf. We had carefully packed up god knows how many boxes to take and she had systematically taken things out of them and left them open - even going as far as leaving their grandfather's bible on the furnace and ruining the cover. Lots of bf's things were on the floor like old photos from school and family events, ruined and eaten by what seems to be mice. The house is a disaster with TRASH everywhere. I have known and loved depressed people in my life and so this type of surroundings seems typical to me for a situation where someone is very troubled. The puppy was running all around the place and with broken glass and pennies, I was carrying him to keep him out of trouble. Somewhere in our interactions that afternoon she shouted something about this being all about him and his gf and I responded by saying "thanks but leave me out of it" to which she replied "just shut the f up, you shouldnt be here at all" Keep in mind, my Mom's stuff was there and they were saying they were going to put in on the street. I kept my distance and let them try and interact but it was mainly my bf pleading with her to please let him know what was wrong and what she was angry about and her cursing and telling him to leave her alone. It didnt last long but she was very verbally abusive to bf and seemed genuinely in pain and unhinged to me. We took a load of boxes after the brief but horrible confrontation and left. I hate confrontations like this and it really had me shook but we were determined to finish so we returned after we had some lunch and knew and talked about that things were probably going to be worse this time because her bf "A" would be back and he has dealt nothing but physical threats out for the last week with no explanation - and I mean NONE. Keep in mind, we PAID the rent they seemed to think he should ( which was ridiculous) just to diffuse things but somehow this has done nothing and in fact things were escalating leaving us at a loss and renting storage to just remove everything that meant anything to him or me over there. It is weird to walk around all week knowing this man wants to beat up his my bf without a reason. Its common knowledge he has a major drinking problem with 2 DUIs in so many years and recent incidents as well so that factor scared me even more. So when we got there, bf's other sister "J" ( far more stable, thank god) was there to help us pack things or repack them ( argh) and move them into the truck. "A" arrived shortly after and when he saw my bf in the kitchen he just immediately attacked him. I didnt expect him to be home for another hour ( stupid) and had my phone charging for exactly such an incident but it was upstairs in J's room. There were three assaults total with no punching, just pushing and shoving down and maybe waiting for a punch - I dont know really but it was awful and very violent. I have never witnessed anything like it and A was seriously out of it. J was valiantly trying to get between them as was I and he was quite willing to toss either of us to the ground to get at my bf. J at one point had to scratch him to get him away from her and us. Meanwhile, my bf's other sister, B, is standing there watching and SMILING with her hand on her hip, smug. I was completely freaked by that and cant imagine why she is so far off the deep end. It was very disturbing to me and has changed my ideas about her completely. It is important to mention I think that this whole time we said very little except to ask them to leave us to just get this done and that we werent looking for any fighting at all. In between the 3 assaults there would be episodes of calm where it would seem A understood he should just leave it and then in fifteen minutes he would come back and pummel my bf with his back turned.
At the end of this, for some reason, A when asked what his problem was exactly and why he couldnt just leave this alone said to bf "You seem to think you are so perfect. " and bf said " No I am not but neither are you. We both have our problems. " and A said sarcasticaly " Really and what are my problem?" and bf said " Quite simply, youre a drunk. and you also seem to have a huge anger management problem" These were almost the first words bf spoke since we got there. We had made a pact to not speak at all just to get things done faster. At this point there was a shouting match and I dont know why exactly but it involved me. B was screaming that he was my boytoy and saying I had ruined him and he hadnt been the same person since we met. I responded ( which now I wonder whether I should have ) and said " That's BS. You seem to forget that he also lost his only living parent 3-4 months after we met. You dont think that has changed him. He's just greiving and I love him. " A is yelling things like "That woman has you just where she wants you" I was completely floored and have no clue what to say. B is laughing and chanting boytoy and I just couldnt take it anymore and lost my temper and yelled at her " You are a freakin enabler and I wont take criticism from you B" Immediately A got up to go after me and said he was going to hit me and then somehow stopped himself and asked HER to come slap me instead. I seriously thought A was going to hit me then and in some ways I wish he had so that finally someone would have called the police. I couldnt get my phone the whole time I was there because I would have had to pass both B and A and go upstairs. He had already tried to push bf down the stairs and as much as I asked J to call the police, she wouldnt. We left after this last blow out kind of horrified all of us and I asked them again to call the police but neither of them would and I dont know exactly why except for that maybe they thought they might lose B forever. I have told them both though that if I am over there again and a finger is lifted towards anyone I will have my phone on me and not ask permission. I feel so stupid already for not having had it on me then and am beating myself up about it still today.
As we got home there were about a dozen crazy violent text messages on bf's phone one of which called my son weird and destined to be gay. I have had enough and have told him that I have no intention of being in a room with that sister again. Maybe when and if she has kids she will understand why but her smiling while he gets beaten, calling me every name in the book, and then bashing my kid? Enough. We had just all been there two weeks ago (HELLO?) to meet the puppy and DS was nothing but bubbly and sweet. I cant be around toxic stuff like this even if it is a cry for help.
We are still shook today. We finished only 98% of the moving. There is STILL some stuff of his fathers over there that HAS to be moved. I dont want to go over there. I really think we need to have a police escort but J seems to think we can just do it when they arent there. She is the eldest so I think she is kind of the new maternal figure but I dont agree with her obviously. It is so clear to me from those texts that night AFTER we left that A is not done with us. I just cant imagine what would happen next and I dont want him going over there by himself either.
Oh and to really top things off, after we left there was apparently a very private in their bedroom on bended knee MARRIAGE PROPOSAL so the wedding is set for summer. I said to my bf " How can there be a marriage proposal after someone nearly got killed and curse words flying everywhere? I almost threw up after we left my stomach was so upset and those two GOT ENGAGED" and he just kissed me and said sarcastically "Well, yea...it wasnt Paris, but it was close enough for them I guess. Something for them to tell their kids. Pretty sad."

I am trying to press the reset button now of course. Do I sound detached yet?LOL I have tons of work and lots going on with DS this week so that should help. I just dont like that the job over there is not done. I really want it over so we can just move on.

Thanks for reading this for those of you who could stomach it. I know it sounds like a mess and it is! It helps to write it out though and I appreciate you guys giving a space to vent and receive support. It has been a harrowing weekend!

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Sun, 02-10-2008 - 6:22pm
My LORD that was a lot of DRAMA! I can't believe your still here telling the TALE!! I am sooo sorry for you. I hope you and bf put that entirely behind you and never speak to them again. I wouldn't want someone like that NEAR me by a mile. That is just way to much. I don't even know what else to say. I'm just as floored and I wasn't even part of the drama. LOL. Big hugs sweetie
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Sun, 02-10-2008 - 6:28pm
Thanks. I cant tell you how surreal it is to even admit I was in the same room with that. I dont belong in that much drama - and I wont tolerate it. I only wish he were sitting in jail right now because he surely deserves it. And as far as I am concerned the sister has made her bed now and will have to enjoy lying in it. I used to try and save people from abusive situations like this one ( I was in one once and needed saving) but I have to say that nowadays I extend my hand only once and as soon as it is bitten, I am out of there and wont look back. I cant afford to feel the toxicity of it and still raise my son and be happy in my own life and I have worked too hard to not have things centered and peaceful around me. I only worry about the day that my bf forgives her and how I am to cope.
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Sun, 02-10-2008 - 6:33pm

Yikes!

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Sun, 02-10-2008 - 6:51pm

"Hopefully you can get the rest of your stuff out soon, and your BF can give up on getting a rational answer from B."

Yes, my Mom's stuff is out of there thank goodness. We couldnt go back that night and get the last of the boxes and things of which I think there are only two car loads maybe. That sounds like a lot but considering we took over already it isnt. If it were just stuff we could leave it but it is sentimental and some of it expensive like 16th century maps his father collected etc.

As for looking for a rational answer - that is my concern for him but it will be his quest if he wants one. I have been in his situation before where someone was stark raving mad and "at me" and wondered forever what it was about only to find out years later it had nothing to do with me. I felt so angry when that became clear because I had riddled myself with mystery guilt for years wondering what I had done. I hope he doesnt put himself through that. I do want to allow him to handle this in whatever way he can live with but on the other hand, I have already told him that my days with A and even B are OVER.

We are just keeping quiet today and he is fighting a cold. Stress will do that to ya! I like your movie title - I was joking yesterday with my bf that you know things are bad in your family when even the raciest soap opera wont air your story because the writers cant make sense of it!

Thanks for your support.

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Sun, 02-10-2008 - 7:21pm
I definitely don't know how you will handle it, but I would tell my bf that as long as his sister dated or married or had anything to do with that guy of her's, their wouldn't be relationship between us. I would be too scared of something happening to me or my child with such an unsteady guy in my vacinity. I can't believe he almost hit you! I hope you'll make it clear to bf that under no circumstances that you both should go near that house without a police car protection.
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Sun, 02-10-2008 - 7:32pm
I know it sounds awful but I think it might have been worth a bruise on my face to have him put away for a long while. It would have made the whole thing rather open shut. I am glad that J was there to witness it so that when people wonder why we are steering clear, we arent seen as a biased couple in all of this. She was horrified and is still living there until the end of the month. I offered to take her in of course but she is a bit too independent I think to accept. I wouldnt sleep there if you paid me a truck load of cash right now. Neither of the two have spoken to J since Friday night. There is overheard chatter about them maybe moving off to live with A's parents. I have to wonder whether she is pregnant or if he gave her VD or something. If they do move - I couldnt be happier about it.
Even if she were to break up with him, I honestly cant imagine having my kid around her after what she said about him. And watching her grin like that? No thank you. I wouldnt be able to trust any nice word or apology out of her mouth. She obviously can be quite cunning since we were all there laughing over the new puppy just a few weeks ago.
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Sun, 02-10-2008 - 7:36pm
I agree with Cat - sorry you had such a bad day citilife!! No more visits to that place!!
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Sun, 02-10-2008 - 8:03pm

I don't want to worry you unnecessarily, but it's better to be prepared.

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Sun, 02-10-2008 - 8:28pm
The way things sound? This is definitely not going to be the end of it. I hope J loses some of that pride. Although, I'm not sure I'd want any of that drama heading my way, even is she is a innocent bystander. Whose house does that place belong to again? You said it was in a wreck? Is you bf's name on that lease?
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Sun, 02-10-2008 - 8:38pm

Dont worry - I am always prepared in situations where there are threats. We have the texts that have been sent and certainly J is our witness. My bf has taken off work for the first half of this week to stick around the house with me and by then I think things will feel safer for me. I definately take these things seriously especially where DS is concerned.

Want to hear something strange?
Right while I am writing this a text just came in from A to bf saying "I am not proud of myself with you in the past few weeks. I wish you well and hope we can bury the hatchet sometime in the future"

That makes me only want to take more precautions. He is seriously off his rocker. People like this amaze me. Instability PLUS.

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