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| Sat, 09-29-2007 - 12:19am |
It's a Friday night at 11:06 p.m. I have the house to myself, DD is staying the night with a friend. I'm sitting in front of a computer but yet wanting to get out but realize there is absolutely no place to go!
Earlier, my DD and I went to the high school football game...same people. I didn't really want to go in the first place but went because my daughter wanted to go. There are exactly 3 bars in this town and all three are frequented by people alot younger than me or people I don't really want to be around, if you know what I mean. To get to someplace bigger I have to drive like 45 minutes. And really, I'm just not into the bars. I was in my 20's but not now.
I'm on such a pity pot right now! I HATE THIS! I have totally filled my life with work just to fill in the empty spots. It's like that's the only thing to do. Been trying to sketch and would like to attend some painting workshops and I've been online looking and I'm getting digusted with that too. It's all so expensive and once again I have to drive like 3 hours. I'm going to have to resort to dvds and once again just be home.
UGH!! What a mood! I gotta get myself out of this.

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I am profusely aplogizing for this post! I re-read it this morning and was thoroughly disgusted with myself. The only excuse I have....Aunt Flo showed up this morning.
So, gonna just pick myself up again and get going today! I'll just grit my teeth and smile at the same time. lol
Sharon
Don't apologize!
Aw, we all get that at times.
Those bored-with-nothing-to-do moments I get...
~shrimpy
"A man who wants something will find a way; a man who doesn't will find an excuse." ~Stephen Dolley Jr.
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Hi, I think painting or sketching class sounds great.. where exactly do you live that you have to go so far for everything.. Do you check your local newspapers on friday .. sometimes they give list of things to do and you can find many
Just wanted to let you know that you're not the only one who's PMS sends them into the depths of despair.
http://www.wh(Pokes head into topic)
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(Runs away)
LOL
Glad you're feeling better. Those bluesy moments are awful - we suspect we are PMSing, and we know that as soon as Aunt F gets here, we will feel better, and less hopeless, but it doesn't make it any better whatsoever at the time. I hate that out-of-control feeling.
You'll be OK for another three weeks now, anyway ;o)
Clem xx
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