confused as usual...

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Registered: 03-24-2007
confused as usual...
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Sun, 06-06-2010 - 7:57pm
Ok, so around this time last year I started talkin to this guy. I saw his band play at a bar, and couldn't take my eyes off him..my friends know him, so I asked them his name, found his myspace, and messaged him to say that I liked his band. Come to find out, he was checkin me out all night, asked the same friends my name, and was searchin for me too. We had a crazy awesome connection, agreed we were meant to meet and all that crazy stuff. He lives a state away so we both kinda knew it would be hard to be together, so we just kinda hung out here and there when he was in town.
One day on the phone there was a little argument and I was saying I was tired of how things were, and I wanted to be with him. He started to shut down on me and say he wasn't the same person as me,he would hurt me, he can't give me the life I deserve and basically acted like he never said the awesome things he said about us being brought together and how nuts he was about me, it was like he was taking everything back, and we stopped talkin.
A few months passed and I tried to reconcile with him, sent an email here and there, no answer...
Well..his band was in town this weekend, so I thought I would check it out, cuz I do love their music..I had no intention of trying to talk to him, I was just gonna listen to the band, and leave. Well as soon as he walked off stage, he walks over to me and pulls up a stool right next to me and starts askin how I'm doin. As we're talkin, he pulls out his cell phone to show me that he never erased my number, and asks if I still have his. I say no, so he calls my phone so I have it. Talking with him was easy, and awesome, and it was like all that bad stuff had never happened.
I just don't understand first of all, why,he originally did what he did, why all this time, nothing...and then boom..he acts like that when he sees me???
I've been crazy about this guy since the first time I laid eyes on him. I hate that he even came up to me the other night, bcuz its so hard to get him out of my head...any insight on this would be beyond awesome for me..thanku
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Registered: 03-08-2004
Sun, 06-06-2010 - 9:02pm

When you wanted something more serious than hanging out here and there when he's playing in town, he backed down.

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Registered: 04-10-2010
Sun, 06-06-2010 - 8:21pm

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