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|Wed, 04-07-2010 - 8:58pm|
So, I've been friends with this guy for 2 1/2 years. We worked together up until November when we both got new jobs. He has been a really great friend and we always laugh and have fun together and we have SO much in common. Without hesitation I can say that he is probably the best guy I've ever met. He has never hesitated to compliment me or make me feel good about myself, and I'm a larger girl, so it really feels good when someone like him (cute and skinny)says things like that. I've always been told "you have such a pretty face," but that's it. I really have no self-confidence, and when he tells me "can I just say, that you look really great," it breaks my heart because I don't think I deserve to be with a guy like him and I feel like he is just saying that to be nice. I know his ex and she is complete opposite of me, skinny and gorgeous. I've had feelings for him for quite a while and I just don't think I can bring myself to say anything. I don't want to ruin our friendship, and I don't want to go on feeling helpless and heartbroken. I've tried to let it go and move on, I've seen him once in the last 3 months. I've prayed that these feeling would go away, but they just won't and it's tearing me up inside. I'm stuck in the friend zone aren't I?