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|Fri, 12-19-2003 - 2:52pm|
Hi, sorry for my english , hope I can learn more since I'm moving to Boston on February. Anyway, this is my first time on this message board theme, although I have posted on feeling depressed, Bipolar depression and others. The thing is that I'm 33 years old have had a few boyfriends but my relationships usually don't last more than 3 months. I'm so worried cause at my age I haven't got married, don't have children and the time has come when I really need to have a partner (don't have one at this moment). I don't know what's being happening to me but I don't enjoy any activity. Everytime I try to enjoy activities I only think that it's not worth it and that there must be a partner who really loves me by my side. I wonder what's wrong with me. Everybody thinks that I'm beautiful and I consider myself a good person and always have gave 100% in every relationship I have been. This is really causing me to get more depressed. I always think that I'm getting older although everybody says I look pretty young. I ocasionally think that my time is over to find a partner since at least in my country people use to get marry at aprox 25. And I think this is everywhere, so all that is available are leftovers (LOL). I know this sounds funny, but is a painful truth. Can you give me some ideas to enjoy more my single life, forget about the age thing and FINALLY live in peace.