don't know where I am heading...

Wonderful to have you on the board, githela!!

I see where you say that you are Christian. I feel that the best thing to do in this situation is to pray and ask God to put you in position to find the path that leads to the opportunities He has planned for your life. I feel that in this stage of life, we all come into contact with the land of the unknown. Many questions come to mind and we don't have the answers or a clue where to get them at from the human side of things. God knows your heart and He knows what is best. This move could just be a stepping stone for you to use to realize what you really want to do in life and where you really want to be.

You are not boring and you are not at the end of your rope!! You still have life so there is still work left for you to do. It is still "clean" fun in the world. Go out to eat, catch a movie, shop, sight see. Just looking at the beauty of nature will bring a sense of peace to your mind. You will be ok!!! :)

What are some other goals you have in mind?