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|Sun, 09-02-2007 - 11:04pm|
im 42 yrs. old. kids are mostly grown. thought life was good. (slap me in the face).. heres my story, my H had a bad wreck yrs. ago. we saw drs. and finally it is total knee replacement. but they wanted to wait till he had a few more yrs. on him as now he is 41.drs. gave up said i cant write u anymore pain meds, u hafta go to a pain clinic, so me (stupid me) did.i made appts. blah blah, and this yr. is 2 yrs, hes been on them. so as our anniversary nears i get a letter in the mail from his dr. saying he failed his drug test had way too much hydro in his system, on top of that they found POT too. im devastated.my H is a hateful man, and friends have told me when he has withdrawals, im in for it.so i try to talk to him about this, and he totally will not discuss it at all, says im bitching at him, and im not.says he can stop them anytime he wants, no problem. well he must be cutting back on them b/c hes had diarreah all day long and it has been bad. i told him that was why and he blamed me said i brought it in from work. funny though i havent been sick.im lost , i dont know what to do.i dont want to live like this. can anyone tell me what im in store for? what to look for?i was told the other day that someone has been providing him with more hydro than he was prescribed but at that time i couldnt believe it so i blew it off. but then i got the letter. and the pot, i never had a clue, but he works all the time so we only see each other mainly on weekends. im blind i know, but im scared for me and my 18 yr,. old girl.