Bad Day

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Registered: 09-05-2008
Bad Day
Wed, 09-10-2008 - 7:10pm
I feel myself slipping into depression and I want to stop it before it gets bad. I'm just having a really bad day today. I had a midwife appt today and was put on modified bedrest. I'm worried about how I will resume life as normal, how I will get back to all my responsibilities. I'm scared to confront anyone - I want to just hide. I feel like everyone is staring at me and that they know what's going on. I also feel like I'm making a bigger deal out of the whole situation than I should be. I feel like I’m begging for sympathy and pity and I HATE that. Things are just strange between DH and I. Things seem normal - but they aren't. I'm not sure how I should be acting or what I should be doing. Life is just really confusing right now. :(
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Registered: 09-11-2004
In reply to: musicofthemoment
Wed, 09-10-2008 - 8:53pm


Okay "I had a midwife appt today and was put on modified bedrest."

That is enough to put ANYONE over the edge. So, to fall back on first things and that munchkin come first. Do what ever you are told to do.