I NEED DRUGS RIGHT NOW!

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-07-2005
I NEED DRUGS RIGHT NOW!
2
Thu, 10-09-2008 - 7:27pm

OMG I'm once again stuck in life. I live w/every single day cravings for either heroin or crystal meth and I'm on anti-depressants ( I have a major depressive disorder) and I live w/my b/f of 2 yrs. I have done and have been doing every single thing I can to try to get rid of the jonsing @ least somewhat. My b/f and I are both on Methadone. He's on a clinic and I get it for severe back pain from my doctor @ a lower dose that's not holding me and I can't do a damn thing about it.


I don't use anymore, well, @ least not for a long time and once in a great, great while I just want

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-11-2004
Thu, 10-09-2008 - 8:00pm

Ally


I know that you believe drugs will help, and I have also wanted to just let the reality go away. It doesn't help, though. Please, what your bf is going through is harming you. He needs help and you need to let his problems be his.


You don't need to use.


iVillage Member
Registered: 12-28-2007
Sat, 10-11-2008 - 5:20am

You feel trapped because you are trapped.


Did you get your bag?

Missy