Hello everyone its been a while
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|Tue, 05-17-2005 - 12:05pm|
Hi everyone, its been a while since I've posted here. Long story short, H a heavy alcohol abuser, hasn't got any incliniation to quit whatsoever.
Most of the time I think I am managing myself at least, okay. Trying not to manage H, let him take care of himself. Its hard though, I thought I was doing okay, lately things are not going so well and I feel like I am going to lose it and do something I really regret.
H has been into the poker craze lately and gambling on that compiled with the drinking has not helped matters. He just REFUSES to see how the drinking affects everything and we are very close to breaking up. Some days like this one, I just don't know WHY do I go on with him, what is the POINT? He will not change, he doesn't want to. As long as there is liquor around he will drink. He doesn't want to quit, drinking is his friend, his reward after a long work week (and during it too).
Sorry for sounding like a downer here but I have felt pretty depressed the last few days especially. Thanks for listening.