I'm a cheater

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Registered: 05-25-2003
I'm a cheater
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Wed, 09-08-2004 - 2:32pm
Hi Everyone,

I haven't been on in a few days...I really missed all of you...I've been going and going the past few days...

Anyway I just need some support and some motivation...I've cheated a couple of times...I just don't know what to do...I feel like I'm completely losing it...

My time of the month will be next week; I've been having more cramps than usual and bleeding this week which is just making me miserable. The cravings have been unbearable; they've made me so cranky....

We went to Chucky Cheese this weekend w/ the kids for a party...of course there was pizza; I could have had a salad but I'm getting so sick of salad.... anyway started to eat a few bites of pizza and dh got on to me for it...he really made me mad...we had a huge discussion after that...

Then we have labor day...grilled food was great! but I ate baked beans not to SBD friendly. Then I had a few chocolate chip cookies....

Today I just totally lost it... I had ice cream 2 bowls of it...it was sooo darn good....

I've had so many compliments...dh is so proud of me...my belly is getting flatter and flatter but I'm going to gain it all back if I don't stop....

Words of encourgament needed....Sorry for being so lenghty...Thanks for reading...

Angela

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Registered: 09-18-2003
Sun, 09-12-2004 - 8:21am
Oh yes I'm definately back on track, I knew I would slip...but it was more...well if I sliped I wonder if it'll do anything...which I knew it wouldn't do much harm, its more mental in my case...but I don't think I could ever go back to eating all those carbs and sugar, its not even THAT great and didn't do much for me, and having a flat stomach (or reasonably flat lol) & decreasing my body fat percentage is more then enough motivation for me!

Its more out of boredom then anything, so I prepare all my food for the week, my meats are marinating, my vegies are precut, my jelly is setting (I really am addicted to it I think!)...I hate cooking but it keeps me busy for HOURS! Sunday is my huge prepare day (its the only day I have off) so u should see all the dishes I have piled up after I'm done lol.



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Registered: 04-01-2004
Sun, 09-12-2004 - 9:48am

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