Another New One!

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Registered: 12-14-2007
Another New One!
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Fri, 12-14-2007 - 12:15pm

Hi ladies! I'm here today to confess my sins and repent. I LOVE chocolate, bread, fried anything, potatoes, and cheesecake. But as of THIS moment, I'm going to love myself. I am only 21 years old and I feel like I've aged 40 years since I graduated high school. I can't climb stairs without feeling like I've ran a marathon. I'm embarrassed to see my friends. I have gained 50 lbs. in 3 years! I am miserable and tired of being ashamed of myself. I want to love my 20s, not hide in my room. I am 170 lbs @ 5'4.  My BMI is 29.2... only .8 away from being obese. I am too good for this. I am sick and tired of family members suggesting I try this diet.. or saying 'just go on a diet and get off your butt and work out'. WOW, thanks, I didn't think of that! I'm not lazy or worthless. I work full time and go to school full time. But, during this winter break from school, I HAVE to start the routine of working out and eating right. I have to think about my health. I have to work harder than I've ever worked before.


Whew. I guess that was a letter to myself but I just wanted to say it to someone who isn't my family or friends. I have 22 weeks until I'm 22. I want to lose 45 lbs. Wish me strength. Everyone here is such an inspiration. Especially MichaelAnn. You look so amazing. You inspire me because I use to have the excuse that "Genetically, I am suppose to be bigger".. but obviously it's up to me change.


I'm EXCITED!!!!





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Registered: 08-03-2007
Fri, 12-14-2007 - 12:30pm
Welcome! I feel like this board has been the key to my success. First off, I can't count how many things I'd have done wrong out of ignorance. Second, I have someone to keep me accountable. And third, (and most importantly) there are people to encourage me when I feel like I can't do it or I've messed up. I wish you the best of luck. You can do this!




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Registered: 06-29-2005
Fri, 12-14-2007 - 1:02pm
Welcome! I really like how you stated that you are now going to love yourself- so amazingly important! Make sure to check out the "Getting Started" thread under Phase 1- it is absolutely *loaded* with information! Good luck, we're here for you!


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Fri, 12-14-2007 - 1:05pm

Welcome, Southerngirl!

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Registered: 12-06-2007
Fri, 12-14-2007 - 2:07pm

Welcome!!

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Fri, 12-14-2007 - 2:08pm

Welcome!

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Registered: 03-26-2003
Fri, 12-14-2007 - 2:49pm
Howdy and welcome to the Beach -- it's warm and comfy here, and we really want to help you. Your health will improve *so much* on this journey, you won't believe it. Hope you're prepared to buy new clothes... ;-)
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Registered: 09-30-2007
Fri, 12-14-2007 - 5:15pm

Welcome!