I don't know what to do
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I don't know what to do
| Wed, 06-23-2004 - 11:54pm |
After a year and a half of break and ups and make ups, my I guess "ex" boyfriend decided that he needed time on his own. He's now friends with people who bullied him for ten years and seemingly use him. He told me he didn't know whether or not he's inlove with me anymore. I cried for hours each day, it was awful. So then I decided that I wanted us to be f*** friends. Which I wanted soley because I still wanted a sexual relationship with him. Now, he's starting to show signs of I guess "liking me" again. Before he was very mean and would not want to even talk to me, now he's polite and it's weird. Right now he's busy because he flew an artist in from California to record some songs. So we haven't been up to date on our "get togethers". Sometimes he acts like he kinda wants to be with me and other times he doesn't. So I'm left here either waiting for him or not. He keeps on saying, he needs time and he doesn't know what he wants but it's killing me because I still love him and want to be with him. If anyone has any suggestions or any opinions please let me know.

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