A battle between my heart and my mind
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| Sun, 06-27-2004 - 7:27pm |
so there is this fight between my heart and my brain all the time, about him. my heart tells me i want to be with him for the rest of my life, i dont care how he treats me or if he does good things for me,(he didnt treat me badly or abusively) just not good enough for a girl, although he treated me with respect all the time, he wasnt romantic or sensitve, but i didnt care about all this. well part of me did, which was my mind telling me to leave him, and i did but he came back to me and i took him back, couldnt wait for him to ask to come back. but again we broke up, this time he left me and broke my little heart, that loved him so much.
up until now after 4 months and a half, my heart still wants him and wishes he would just ask to be in my life, but my brain tells me ur better with what u r doing right now, u dont need him, he is not good for u.
in a way im happier without him, but in another way im so sad. i enjoy my time more without worrying about him hurting my feelings, but its still painfull somewhere inside, i feel empty withouth him. i thought i was done with the hurting, i posted a few weeks ago, because i met a new guy, and it was only the excitment in the begining, now i dont want to be with that guy.
sorry this is long i just wanted to vent, and i was wondering if anyone else in here has this battle within themselves.
| Sun, 06-27-2004 - 7:37pm |
| Sun, 06-27-2004 - 11:17pm |

