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Hate this feeling
| Fri, 07-02-2004 - 8:47am |
I broke up with my live in boyfriend of 10 yrs about two weeks ago. I am 27 he is 40. I said to myself take it day by day but now it is becoming really difficult. I am so depressed, I feel like I can't breathe anymore. My heart is in a thousand pieces and I have gave all my love to this guy and have no more to give to anybody else. I am crying everyday and I don't want to see anyone. It is getting to be a real heavy feeling and I don't want it no more. How is one supposed to wait for the feeling to subside. When does it end? I can't find no joy in anything no more. Everybody says it will heal but it is not. It is getting worse.

i think the greatest lesson i learned and am still learning is that during a breka up you have to be very patient with YOURSELF. 2 weeks?honey thats not enough time to be okay. you're going to be upset and its natural and its normal and it WILL get better with time. its going to be a really hard climb but it will happen i promise you. you have to cut yousrlf some slack and allow youself to grieve.
keep posting here and take the advice of the ladies on this board, there's a good mix of experiences and voices here, stay optimistic and good luck :D
if i wasnt in such a rush i'd post a bit more, but i just want to give you some encouragement and i'll post more later
take care
-ace
He contacted me and tells me whenever I need money I will have it. That I am a wonderful person and deserves the best. Then he tells me that he knows I am the better woman but he just had to move on. So, why move on with a woman with no class? Like what he said is supposed to make me feel better. I really think men are all alike. I will NEVER EVER give my heart to a guy like the one I did. As a matter of fact I don't think I will plan to be with a man.
I feel so sick to my stomach. I had lost 15lbs since our breakup. I can't eat, sleep or even go out without feeling like crap.
Life sucks at this point for me.
Just try to hang in there. I sorta know what it feels like. Im kinda going through my own kind of hell right now. All I want to do is curl up and cry......but I wont. And neither should you. Go out there and do something fun, even if you dont feel like it. It will get easier. I have managed to keep myself distracted for the most part. You can do it too....trust me. If you want to talk you can always email me. I would actually appreciate having a female friend that I can talk to. Just hang in there ok?
Hope
Here it goes:
Heartbroken...A Time To Heal
Love once long ago, took my will to live and broke my wings.
Time heals slowly. Life is never the same again
Love is letting go and setting free your soul,
so that it may soar with eagles and sing with angels.
No love is worth grieving over,
except for the one who never made you cry.
Regret not a second.
Cherish and embrace the gift of yesterday.
Laugh, dance and celebrate the present.
Life is beautiful.