Some progress after a month
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Some progress after a month
| Fri, 07-02-2004 - 12:17pm |
It's been a little over a month since my ex broke up with me. It was so hard at first. I was used to seeing or talking to her every day. I've known that No Contact is the way to go, but that just hasn't happened yet for any extended period and some days are good, others aren't. I've got some of her things and vice versa. The longest we've gone without talking is 4 days. Today will be day 5. Some periods of space feel good - that I can move on and I'll be ok. Other days I feel like there's an infinite pit in my chest and I can't get her out of my head. But overall I'm doing better and the reality of "this is how it is now" is sinking in. The advice and support at this post has really helped. Went on a date with a girl I've been attracted to, but it felt awkward and I'm not sure if I'm ready to date again right now or not. I guess this is just to vent. Taking it one day at a time, putting all her things away, not talking to or seeing her - it all adds up to healing. It's incredibly hard forcing yourself to fall out of love. At least for me it is.

Glad to see you are still around. Hadn't heard from you in awhile. I have something that I jsut pulled off the internet that I think would be a huge help to you. I just read it yesterday and I can't believe the change I feel inside. I feel so much more centered and powerful in this situation and I think it may help you figure some things out.
I had to purchaseit but would like to fwd it to you for free. But its too big for this post so here's my email. If you are interested just email me and let me know. I will send the attachement.
I know what you are going through, you will be ok.
Mel
melie1973@hotmail.com