Please help, feels like end of world
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| Wed, 07-07-2004 - 8:14am |
My boyfriend and i dated long distance one year. I then moved to omaha in october last year from chicago to be with him (he was in college there and from there and i lost my job). He said to me all the time..he could never be without me and he loved me so much we were going to get married. HE is 23 and i am 27. We then decided that he would move to chicago because there were more opportunities for us. HE got a job and took it and satarted looking for apartments. A week later ( 2 weeks ago) he just ended it ..saying he feels like i'm a friend and that he doesn't love me like he should and he forced himself to go out with me for 2 years. HE said he didn't want me in omaha but feltl ike he had to have me there cuz i wanted to be there. HE said he felt pressure for marriage. Now I never knew any of this. I feel ilke he got scared about leaving friends and family after just graduating college and it was a lot of pressure to leave get a job get a car get a place to live..and for him i feel like he felt if he moved to chicago that was it..he had to marry me.
I want him back..i want him to see things can be different we can make it work wityhout him moving here we can start over wtihout the pressrues..i just want him in my life. How do i get him to see that ....how do i get him to miss me..because I know deep down he is a caring, kind man who has so much love..he is just being so mean now...saying he would say nice things to me because it's what i wanted to hear and that he's not attractyed to me likethat...BUT he came out here last thursday to talk things ouver and of course he like me enough to have sex with me and hold my hand and kiss me and make me feel like there might be a chance. HE said when he left friday"let's see how things go" what do i do? do i not talk to him..do i try to convince him? I am miserable..i truely feel i would be better dead...i don't want to wake up, i can't get through my days.
please help..i awnt him back.
amy

Kristine