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| Fri, 07-09-2004 - 12:49am |
I really think the stem of the problem is this...he just graduated college, finished playing college baseball, and was feeling the pressure of moving to a new city, a city he didn't really like that muich, taking a new job, getting a place to live, getting a car, leaving his friends and family and most of all i think he felt if he moved here, that was it, he would have to marry me. That's a lot for anyone to take in let alone a 23 year old. But what gets me is why would he fly here for interviews, why did he take the job here in chicago, why didn't he tell me he was scared or pressured or confused? We would have worked things out..i would have done anything for him not to feel that and make him feel better.
I am just sad and confused..i wish he would try again..see that it's most likely just being scared.
Thank you so much again, you have no idea how much this board has helped me...
my heart is with you all. I just want him back...i want to hold him and kiss him and get concentrate on what made us fall in love in the first place.
amy
