PLEASE HELP!! so upset and alone
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PLEASE HELP!! so upset and alone
| Sun, 07-11-2004 - 2:42pm |
It's almost been a month since my I guess Ex told me that he needs time alone. He's been dealing with his parents divorce. We didn't have the best relationship due to his parents breaking up, my grandmother dying and his grandfather dying. We were together for a year and a half. In the beginning I was crying everyday for 5 hours a day. I felt like I was dying. I keep on telling him that I can't do this and his response is always that he doesn't know what he wants. Yet he says he wants to be with me, he loves me yet he can't because he says he won't be a good boyfriend to me. It is absolutely killing me. I know that in a way it is mature of him to realize he can't cope. At the same time, I see that inlove look in his eyes, he acts like he wants to be with me, yet just shrugs me off. It hurts me so much. So today I emailed him with a proposal, that we should give it another chance otherwise I'm not waiting for him any longer. I am so scared that he's just going to say no. It is killing me so much. Tomorrow is the anniversary of my grandmother's death and he was always there for me, now he's not. He was my best friend before we got together and therefore I'm left with nothing. He goes out every night, while I sit at home alone. I don't have very many friends and I need him to tell me one thing or the other. I hate this "i don't know" and "i need my space" crap. Everytime I see other couples I cry, I miss him so much. Please help...my heart is so broken.

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