Horrible Nightmare!
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| Tue, 07-13-2004 - 7:08am |
I just woke up from a terrible nightmare. My ex and I talked on the phone, and he after a while he said he had to go, because he had to meet "Regina". I asked him who she was, and he was silent. I asked him how long this had been going on, and he said "three days". I freaked out, calling him a bastard and the like. Then I woke up.
Now, there are a couple of reasons why I think I had this dream.
1. We were supposed to end NC yesterday, but neither of us initiated contact. A large part of me was glad, because I don't really want to talk to him, I want to continue moving on with my life, feeling confident and ready for a fresh start.
2. I met a guy on Saturday night, who asked me for my phone number. Well, he called me last night and we talked for about 45 minutes, and made plans to hang out on Thursday night. I feel like maybe it's just too soon to go galavanting around with a new guy, but he knows my situation, so maybe we can just be friends to start.
Ugh, this whole thing can be really exhausting sometimes. Boys are really dumb ;)
Hope you all have a great day, and if you have any thoughts... let me know!
Sarah

Good luck on thurs. I def think you should go for it, you have nothing too lose, so just go have a good time and don't worry about it!
best of luck
Courtney