Can Not Do No Contact!!!!! HELP
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| Wed, 07-14-2004 - 8:59pm |
And then I end up trying to talk to him about getting back together, about how our problems were situational (us living together and me not being happy with being in omaha without friends, and not having a job, etc. ) and he felt pressured to move out to chicago and to marry me. And now that things are out in the open things can be different and we can work things out.
He will say his heart is not into it and then he'll say "i'll call you and i have a lot to think about" and around it goes. IT is like a recording every time we talk.
BUT here's the thing...when i see his name on my cell phone I CAN NOT just let it ring, i answer it. ACtually I get through my days okay knowing I will talk to him, but when I do, I feel awful. I know I shouldn't talk to him. All my friends say not to because knowing him (and guys) he will come running back and I should make him wonder. I feel like his phone calls are because he wants to know he still has me, and i'm not going on with my life, but he's not ready to give in yet.
What do i do? I am miserable. I even have a date friday and i'm miserable. I miss him, I want him. I KNEW he was the man I was going to marry. I want to not talk to him to see how he reacts, but I can't get myself not to answer or call him back.
Any advice?
Amy
