my ex is back...i feel guilty
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| Tue, 09-28-2004 - 5:27pm |
About 2 weeks ago, my ex called me. We talked for hours. He explained to me what his real reasons were and how he missed me so much. He said he got freaked out because we were doing the long distance thing and he figured I would never move away to be with him. He still doesn't know what he wants, he just knows that he misses me. I told him that if he ever wanted to get back together with me, he would have to work his butt off to prove it to me. He agreed, and he's called me everyday since, and now he's visiting me in a couple weeks. I'm so excited to see him. My problem is that I feel so guilty and horrible that I was with someone else. I know it's none of his business, because he stopped talking to me for two months and I seriously thought I might never hear from him again. But, I still feel so guilty. I feel like a horrible person. I know if he ever found out, it would hurt him so bad. Part of me knows it's none of his business, and he can't expect me to wait for him forever, and the other part of me wishes I would have waited a little longer for him to come around. I feel like I have messed up so bad. I'm also so scared that he'll find out about the other guy. Should I tell him? I'm so confused on what to do or how to feel! Any suggestions or opinions would help. Thanks for reading!
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Sheri