Dreaming of him...why?
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| Fri, 02-18-2005 - 10:59am |
Hi everyone! It's been a month now and I haven't heard nothing from my son's father. I am mad that he hasn't called but he is too busy with his beer(which he thinks is his first priority). Anyways, I am feeling really good as far as I know he is an alcoholic and I don't want that in my life or my children's life either. I know what I want and I won't settle for less and I've been doing a lot of soul-searching and reading on alcoholism and it's helping me alot! But the question I have is why have I been dreaming of him so much and his new "girlfriend". It's not like I want him back...because I don't, but just about every night I have dreams and I wake up missing him but then reality hits and I know I don't want anything to do with him (other for him to be a dad to our son). Why am I dreaming that I want him ?? when I don't?
Anyone else been through this? or any advice? Thanks for listening!
| Fri, 02-18-2005 - 12:04pm |
