time to let go
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time to let go
| Sun, 02-27-2005 - 1:46pm |
i split up from my wife over 2 and a half years ago.we where together 22 years.but in my case was never in love.a year after our split a met a fantastic lady.we got on together from the moment we met.to say we lived the dream is just a understatment.every momment together was just fantasic.for five months life had never been better.she had always told me that she loved me.but i never told her how much i felt about her.in july my gran died and i went inside myself for a while.but this was only the begining of our problems.i began to think about life and how short it was.and could not hold back my feelings any longer.so i told her i loved her.i picked the wrong time.the next thing i know we where at the hospital.her daughter had been rushed in.and was on life surport.as the days went bye and we watched for any sign of recovery and my lady got more and more distant towards me and closer to her ex.i know i should not have mentioned any thing but me being me i did.she siad it was not the right time and sent me home for a rest and to get my head together.i slept but somthing was pulling me back to the hospital so i went back.she was so cold towards me when a got there no emotion what so ever.so i went out for a fag.when i got back she had gone for a rest her ex also.her son said that he was nipping out for a coffee.so me and her daughter were left on our own.she died in my arms that nite.me and her mum have tryed to get back together a few times since.but nothing is the same. i told her how much i loved on valetines day.and she was honest with me and siad she could not feel anything for anyone anymore.the only time we feel totaly together is when we are in bed.but out of it we are so distant.we dont see each other anymore.she thinks its for the best.thanks for lisening and for letting me get things off my chest.some times we just have to let things go no matter how much we love and miss the other
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| Mon, 02-28-2005 - 10:45pm |
I'm so sorry to hear about your problems...especially the death of her daughter...that has to be a huge strain on her and I couldn't even imagine how you feel having her die in your arms.
