I should be over him

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Registered: 03-20-2004
I should be over him
Tue, 03-15-2005 - 1:46pm
I haven't had to visit this site in over 6 months. I have been broken up with the first love over a year now. At the year anniversary I was fine(about 6 weeks ago) I didn't care I was just like wow I can't believe its been a year. The last couple of weeks I can't stop thinking about him again. But to make it worse I have seen him twice with the new fiance at the place I work. I hope he stops going! Why can't I get him out of my head. I SOOOOOOOOO don't want to get back with him or anything. I do wish for answers I know I'll never get and its pissing the hell out of me and making me down. I have dated a couple of guys (one that we are still real close friends) already and theres a new one that I'm going on a date with next week. Why hasn't that helped me not care. My life is so much better and I know hes no good for me but I can't shake this feeling.:(