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| Mon, 04-09-2007 - 10:48am |
since my last post, the NC failed because i called him on Friday to have our shared cell phone plan switched to 2 separate plans. Since then, I have started over and made it through the weekend.
it's been difficult. my emotions keep changing. one moment i'm sad and the next i feel lost or angry. i want to pick up the phone and dial, but i don't because i think i will just take more steps back and feel even worse, even if hearing the ex's voice will only help at that moment.
in a way, i think i am too concerned with pushing myself to move forward and am analyzing the situation too much. i feel like my brain is on overload and i need to step back and let it come naturally.
i camped out at my friend's apartment for the weekend and he helped me out by just holding my hand and listening. but my friend is my ex-'s gay brother. i am the only one that knows he is gay and he has no familial relationship with my ex-. is this appropriate? he says that it doesn't matter, i'm his family too. but i wonder if i should back off and not lean on him too much?
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