I am not doing well. at all
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I am not doing well. at all
| Fri, 01-11-2008 - 12:51am |
just when i think i am doing a bit better, i feel myself slipping deeper into depression. i don't feel well, i am trying to push through. tomorrow is three weeks since our breakup. i go out, try to get myself out, and all i can think is, how is he doing? what is he doing? is he missing me a fraction of what i miss him? i hate this. i feel so lonely and terrible. i am angry, sad, resentful, feel bitter. its not me at all.
i have moments of clarity where i think its for the best, then days like today where i want to curl up and never stop crying

ill give you the long version...
we met in in high school (did not date) I go off to college ( 3 hour drive away), she stays at home for college.
gosh, i am so sorry. that is very painful, i am so sorry. in that situatuation she seems like she was just not mature enough for what you were willing to give her.
sorry
Hey, just wanted to give you a hug.
Im not really sure what the reason was.
I think the person breaking up goes through the process differently--much