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| Wed, 04-09-2008 - 10:10pm |
So I have posted my break up almost a month ago and for those who have been supportive and know my situation thank you in advance once again!! For those who dont, read the previous posts Ive done and maybe youll be able to send me some of your wisdom!
I have been in so much contact with him lately! Its been at least a once a day event which frankly is so hard. He has offered to give me money knowing my financial situation, and I have taken some from him to help me get some things paid before my job begins( since I had to move back across country without a job lined up soo not my style) . I have been waitressing in the intrim for some fast cash, and seriously trying to avoid at all costs reaching out financially to him. our convos consist of i love and miss you's but nothing about trying to get back together..but yesterday saying he and his friend were thinking of planning a trip out here to see a playoff game and he would be able to visit me too. and saying he could send me money to help me with the mortgage until I get back on my feet so I can move back in to my house instead of renting it again. what the heck is that?
last week I rec'd a phone call from a friend from my old city who informed me she saw him out at an event talking to this blonde all night. Now that crushed me because Im so strapped I cant even go out and have a glass of wine and meet anyone to talk to! Not even looking for a one night stand or fling but just some simple conversation. I cant even do that at this point even though I know it may make me feel better.
Well it turns out after I have done some digging that that blonde was his x girlfriend ( who I met after hating her for 2 years and wasnt impressed) and they have been talking about going with a group to a major music event, lodging for the week and everything. Why is it so easy for him to keep me on his coatails yet make fabulous rendzevus with other women? who in which I have never liked them talking from the getco since I found some shady texts in the beginning of our relationship from the two of them talking about their "sweaty workout together with candyshop ringing in her ears, I could eat you up minus your shady exit" when confonting him on it I WAS TAKING IT OUT OF CONTEXT..yeahhh okay..
so what the heck do I do now? totally cut ties, lash out on him or play it out and use him for the money hed be sending and act like I know nothing?? I seriously am not that type of woman, and he is offering it and I am never one to take it.. but what the heck my mom says to screw him and do it but honestly I am not that hateful. I cant be the person that the joke is on anymore..help me with this...Thank you so much for helping!
I have been in so much contact with him lately! Its been at least a once a day event which frankly is so hard. He has offered to give me money knowing my financial situation, and I have taken some from him to help me get some things paid before my job begins( since I had to move back across country without a job lined up soo not my style) . I have been waitressing in the intrim for some fast cash, and seriously trying to avoid at all costs reaching out financially to him. our convos consist of i love and miss you's but nothing about trying to get back together..but yesterday saying he and his friend were thinking of planning a trip out here to see a playoff game and he would be able to visit me too. and saying he could send me money to help me with the mortgage until I get back on my feet so I can move back in to my house instead of renting it again. what the heck is that?
last week I rec'd a phone call from a friend from my old city who informed me she saw him out at an event talking to this blonde all night. Now that crushed me because Im so strapped I cant even go out and have a glass of wine and meet anyone to talk to! Not even looking for a one night stand or fling but just some simple conversation. I cant even do that at this point even though I know it may make me feel better.
Well it turns out after I have done some digging that that blonde was his x girlfriend ( who I met after hating her for 2 years and wasnt impressed) and they have been talking about going with a group to a major music event, lodging for the week and everything. Why is it so easy for him to keep me on his coatails yet make fabulous rendzevus with other women? who in which I have never liked them talking from the getco since I found some shady texts in the beginning of our relationship from the two of them talking about their "sweaty workout together with candyshop ringing in her ears, I could eat you up minus your shady exit" when confonting him on it I WAS TAKING IT OUT OF CONTEXT..yeahhh okay..
so what the heck do I do now? totally cut ties, lash out on him or play it out and use him for the money hed be sending and act like I know nothing?? I seriously am not that type of woman, and he is offering it and I am never one to take it.. but what the heck my mom says to screw him and do it but honestly I am not that hateful. I cant be the person that the joke is on anymore..help me with this...Thank you so much for helping!
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| Wed, 04-09-2008 - 10:36pm |
Hi, since it's been going on since the get-go I would be out of there.
