I did the unthinkable.
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| Thu, 04-17-2008 - 1:26pm |
I read a post on here that went into detail about how we cannot convince a man to be with us, no matter what. And sadly, that's what I had been trying to do.
The post also went into detail about how if a man is to be with us, he will be with us.
Thank being said, I did the unthinkable.
I wrote a letter.
In it I told him about how it feels like I don't even know him anymore, how I couldn't understand how he could love me so much one moment, and be so disinterested the next. I told him that I was blocking him from msn and email, because I (basically feel like crap -didn't say that :) no longer want to lower what we once shared, to forced electronic small talk.
I said to him if he wants to, he can call me and he knows where I am. I mentioned that, in my belief, a break is simply a nice way of letting someone go. I said that if two people are meant to be together, then they are together.
And I sent it via email.
I heard through the grapevine that he has a new interest and so...I must move on. The pain of having even a little bit of contact with him (and falsely getting my hopes up) is too much to withstand.
I feel as though I did the right thing.
| Thu, 04-17-2008 - 1:32pm |
| Thu, 05-01-2008 - 5:44pm |
